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don't want to talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue everytime you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground
Hand over my heart I swear I've tried everything I could
Within all my power two weeks and one hour
I slaved and now I've got nothing to show
Oh if only you'd grow taller than a brick wall
From now on I'm gonna start holding my breath
When you come around and you flex that fake grin
Cause something inside of me has said more than twice
That breathing less air beats breathing you in
chorus:
I don't want to talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue everytime you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground
Hand over my mouth I'm earning the right to my silence
In quiet discerning between ego and timing
Good judgement is once again proving to me that it's
Still worth it's weight in gold
So from now on I'm gonna be so much more wary
When you start to speak and my warm blood starts to boil
That seeing you is like pulling teeth
And hearing your voice is like chewing tin foil
chorus:
I don't want to talk to you anymore
I'm afraid of what I might say
I bite my tongue everytime you come around
Cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground
High fives to a better judgement
By saying less today, I will gain more
Low twos to you my fickle friend
Who brought the art of silent war
i sure do love my icon!! <3 chole!Current Mood:  sad Current Music: INCUBUS - blood on the ground |
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I am bottled, fizzy water and you are shaking me up.
You are a fingernail running down the chalkboard
I thought I left in third grade.
Now my only consolation is that this could not
last forever even though you're singing and thinking
how well you've got it made
Who are you?
When will you be through?!
Yeah, it's just a phase.. it will be over soon
Yeah, it's just a phase...
Yeah, it's just a...
Call it 'women's intuition' but I think I'm on to
something here. Temporaryism has been the
'Black Plague' and the 'Jesus' of our age.
I know that I sound opinionated, maybe biased
and quite possibly jaded. But sooner than later
they'll be throwing quarters at you on the stage
Who are you?
When will you be through?
Yeah, it's just a phase.. it will be over soon
Yeah, it's just a phase and I am waiting for it
to be over too.Current Music: incubus - just a phase |
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I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
when will i ever learn?Current Mood: depressed Current Music: evanescence - my immortal |
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a perfect circle - 3 libras
Threw you the obvious
And you flew with it on your back
A name in your recollection
Down among a million same
Difficult not to feel a little bit
Disappointed and passed over
When I look right through
To see you naked but oblivious
And you don't see me
But I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there's more behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded
But I see
See through it all
See through
See you
Cause I threw you the obvious
To see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel
Eyes of a tragedy
Oh well
Oh well
Apparently nothing
Apparently nothing at all
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all |
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this song seems to reflect a current situation/feeling or what have you....
Hey baby, I'm choking (I'll help you breathe)
Hey baby, I'm smoking (I'll set your mind at ease)
I feel you inside (what do you want from me)
I want you to open wide
I'm needing to touch you (do you fiend for me)
I'm needing to fuck you (would you bleed for me)
And you wanted it all - Before I fall
Hey girl, better get up and move -
watch that ass, cause I come to groove
When I tasted you, then I wanted more -
inside you I was reborn
Lay down and you injected -
fill my veins up - I've been infected
Your disease runs through me -
fills me up every time you do me
It's all about the pain you put me through -
it's all about the pain you put me through -
It's all about the pain you put me through -
It's all about you
Hey woman, come thrill me (all night long)
Hey woman, come fill me (I'll make you strong)
I can feel the way you (The way I what)
You touched me with betrayal (and I tear you up)
I loved you, you moved me (I'm your little girl)
Your very touch consumes me (step into my world)
And then you'd rape me -
and then you'd disgrace me
Open up and heed my words -
listen up as I kick the verbs
Walk the line of love and disturbed -
you're gonna get just what you deserve
I don't want you, I don't need you -
I love you, but I don't believe you
You're just a waste of time -
get the fuck out of my mind
It's all about the pain you put me through -
it's all about the pain you put me through -
It's all about the pain you put me through -
It's all about you
I can't kill all this pain - you know I burn in hell -
can't refrain I just might as well go insane inside
I'm screwed - you ripped my heart in two -
there's nothing that I can do All the shit you put me through -
I still love you (do you really)
It's all about you (it's all about me)
I'd do anything for you
(bitch)Current Mood:  content Current Music: 40 below summer - all about you |
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and this is gunna be my journal of bitching... not always just bitching but just not the best stuff... i might be pissed or sad and depressed or just not feelin good. and i will also post lyrics of current songs that seem to be my "theme" for that week, or day, or shit even month! So yeah!! BOOYAH! YA'll
Feb. 11th, 2004 @ 03:27 am
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In 1986, the university of California at Davis saw two of its all-time
brightest stars, Dr.. Alphonz Mephisto and Dr. Arnie Apesacrappin.
Dr. Mephisto worked hard toward his thesis. His goal was to
genetically duplicate the DNA structure of asparagus so that all
asparagus would grow to the same girth and length giving asparagus a
much more pleasant presentation in the world's supermarket vegetable
bins. Dr. Apesacrappin's goal was to genetically create the greatest
musical entertainer the world had ever seen. Dr. Apesacrappin knew
that if he could assemble the right emelents he could theoretically
build the DNA structure that would assure his creation of talent far
surpassing the average individual. At the time one subject of urban
myth was the story that Michael Jackson in an effort to retain his
youthful look and feminine vocal characteristics had his testicles
surgically removed, thereby making him a modern-day castrato. If such
a rumor was true, Michael Jackson more than likely would have had some
of his semen preserved before the surgery to ensure the future of his
name and lineage. Word came back to Dr. Apesacrappin of a secret
cold-storage locker deep within the bowels of the UCLA research center
that not only contained four containers of frozen semen but also held
a pair of testicles, each was labeled with the name "Jack Michaelson".
I once heard a noise in the night
The most sensual voice
A song of love from an angelic boy
stuck in my head
and this is what he said,
I am gopher boy
pondering reality
I am gopher boy
who will buy my rasberries?
This had to be the seed of the king of pop. Dr. Apesacrappin was able
to use his charm and chiseled great features to woo a young lab technician by
the name of Jennifer, who of course just happened to have the proper
access needed to obtain a small vial of the precious semen. The
search for the egg was a short one. Dr. Mephisto simply ran an ad in
the classified section of an LA music magazine. The ad read: "WANTED:
Unfertilized human eggs for genetic experiment. Donors must have
musical background." With a plethora of young, eager, wanna-be
musical starlets willing to sell their eggs, the two doctors, after
rigorous auditioning, picked and purchased. Dr. Apesacrappin felt
that it would be far less complicated legally if the fetus was brought
to term in the womb of a non-human. He had long since secured the
services of the university volleyball mascot, a llama by the name of
Missy. When the baby was ready, lthe child was removed via Caesarian.
It was a healthy baby boy. He was named Kevin.
I once heard a noise in the night
The most sensual voice
A song of love from an angelic boy
stuck in my head
and this is what he said,
I am gopher boy
pondering reality
I am gopher boy
who will buy my rasberries?
Kevin was a beautiful child. Dr. Apesacrappin saw to it that Kevin
was trained by the best in all aspects of performing. His voice was
golden and had a sweetness to it that most males lacked. He moved
with grace and was able to moonwalk by the time he was three. As
Kevin grew with his talent, Dr. Apesacrappin started noticing odd
developments in his physical state. When Kevin lost his baby teeth,
his secondaries came in with a vengeance. They were at least twice
the size of a normal adult's and the two in front stuck nearly
straight out. Also, as Kevin reached his eighth year he was the same
height as he was when he was four. To top it off he was growing hair
all over and his penis was enormous, even by adult standards. It also
dawned on the doctor that even through all the years of hearing Kevin
sing, he rarely spoke, often choosing to communicate through various
grunts and gurgles.
I once heard a noise in the night
The most sensual voice
A song of love from an angelic boy
stuck in my head
and this is what he said,
I am gopher boy
pondering reality
I am gopher boy
who will buy my rasberries?
Others were noticing the changes in Kevin. Children began to tease
him. They called him "Gopher Boy". One day, a bully by the name of
Big Roy started throwing bananas at him. Soon, a crowd of kids were
all throwing bananas. Suddenly, in a fury, Kevin rushed at Roy and
bit three fingers off of his left hand. Kevin was taken away and
placed in the custody of the state. Dr. Apesacrappin's action was
found out, but because there was no legislation concerning the genetic
construction of another human being, no criminal charges were brought
forth. The Medical Association's Board of Ethics stripped him of all
his credentials and his reputation was ruined. In fact, his name
became so synonymous with failure, that for years to come med students
around the world were known to say at times of mishap to say "Damn, I
feel just like Apesacrappin!"
Dr. Mephisto immediately began proceedings to adopt little Kevin.
Being a noted scientist and the creator of the cloned asparagus, it
wasn't long before the two were legally united as father and son.
They moved to Colorado where they live in relative obscurity. Kevin
is still a boy of few spoken words, sticking mainly to his grunts and
gurgles. But on occasion, if you listen closely, you can hear his
sweet, golden singing voice ring out into the night over the small
town of South Park.
I am gopher boy
pondering reality
I am gopher boy
who will buy my rasberries?
Feb. 5th, 2004 @ 01:08 am
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yeah so i got a bus pass today and hunged out wif Gina for a lil bit in the morn.. maybe more hangin out tomorrow.
saw a concert thingy that my bro Sean was in... it was ok...
went and fronted a bag and smoked a grip with mom, now home.. bout to smoke! hehe irony!
aaanyways... boobs!
gotta love it!
*mmmuah* <-- to all who want it! take it or leave it! your choice
BYE!
Feb. 3rd, 2004 @ 10:59 pm
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| » Idn't dat CUTE?! |
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YAY! MY BESTEST FRIEND CHOLE!! *MMmmUAH!*
Feb. 2nd, 2004 @ 11:25 pm
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| » Notice the spiked hair!? |
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hehe best pic! i look funny trying to think!
Feb. 2nd, 2004 @ 11:24 pm
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| » I really wish i knew how to just post pictures! |
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yeah new icons! whoop!
Feb. 2nd, 2004 @ 11:24 pm
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| » stoned and waitin for Super Bowl food to be ready! |
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1) Using band names, spell out your first name:
Mudvayne
Incubus
Colonel Les Claypool's Fearless Flying Frog Brigade
Hatebreed
A Perfect Circle
Earshot
LostProphets
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? dunno
3) What song makes you cry? sad songs
4) What song makes you happy? ANYTHING done by LES CLAYPOOL
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? TV
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: Pig
7) Who was/were your idols when you were younger? Batman
8) First album you ever bought? i think Blink 182 or sum stupid shit like dat
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: anything LostProphets, cuz of GINA!
-a p p e a r a n c e-
HEIGHT: 5'9"
HAIR COLOR: black with my natural roots showin (red)
SKIN COLOR: White
PIERCINGS: lip (left side) tongue
-r i g h t n o w-
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: brownish/khaki
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: nothin
WHAT IS THE TASTE IN YOUR MOUTH?: tongue
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: partly sunny
HOW ARE YOU? eh
d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: too many to list
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: all the time
LIKE TO DRIVE?: HELLS YESH
f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: Family guy, FLCL, Aquateen Hunger Force
CONDITIONER: Pantene or sumthin
BOOK: Go Ask Alice
MAGAZINE: Chic, Barely Legal, High Times, Cannabis, Guitar World, Bass PLayer Mag
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: anything caffienated
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Jack and Coke, Rum and Coke, Tequila and Lime, shots!
BAND OR GROUP: Primus
l o v e
BOYFRIEND: nope
GIRLFRIEND: ...nope
SEXUALITY: i LOVE THE PUSSY (fuck you chole, i know your gunna say sumthin)
CHILDREN: no!
BEEN IN LOVE?: yup
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: ...yup
BEEN HURT: ......yup
r a n d o m
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: i wish
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: it had Purple Onion by CLCFFFB, but now NADA!
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: friends, weed, being drunk
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: CHOLE AND MISSY!
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: whatever Les Claypool does next, i think its Colonel Claypool and Bucket Of Bernie Brains!
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: the ones that i have been hangin out with since 4th grade
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: smoke, play bass, listen music
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
TIME YOU CRIED? a few weeks ago...
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: well i got my Registration for the DRAFT a few days ago
YOU GOT EMAIL? a few days ago
THING YOU PURCHASED: a cheesecake with strawberries on top.. it was GOOD
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: World Poker Tour
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: sumthin with Gina i am sure
Feb. 1st, 2004 @ 02:08 pm
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| » killing time before i go see her dance! ooh lala! |
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// YOUR ROOM, WAKING UP //
01. What color are your walls?: white! plain!
02. What color is your bedspread? white with blue squares on my sheets, then a blue and white blanky and a green and red plaid comforter
03. What color is your carpet?: like grey with lots of colours in it
04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room?: i have a mudvanye and multiple weed posters, and a bunch of pics of friends
05. Do you have a TV? yes
06. Do you have a phone?: yup! white portable one! woerx great!
07. Do you have your own computer?: NOPE, but we have 2, so pretty much
08. Do you have a desk?: nope, just tables
09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room?: my 5 string bass and pics of Gina when were first goin out!
10. Do you have any fancy lights in your room?: i have a red and orange lite!
// GETTING READY //
01. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?: wonder where the hell i am and how i got there
02. Anything unusual?: i scratch my ass in the morn!
03. Do you pick out your clothes the night before school?: NOPE and i dont go to skewl!
04. Do you try your best to look cute for school?: uhmm.. well i take pride in myself.. meaning i like to smell good and stuff
// OTHER //
01. Do you take walks around your neighborhood sometimes?: not around this hood, too many hillz
02. What are some hobbies of yours?: my bass, computer, music, jackin off.. ya know!
03. Do you collect anything?: pipes!
04. What do you do in your spare time?: hang with friends and try to earn money by doin stuff around the house
05. Are you in love, or at least falling?: kinda on the border
// NIGHT TIME //
01. What do you do before you go to bed?: lay down
02. Do you kiss your parents/guardians goodnight, or just say "goodnight"?: nope!
03. What way do you sleep (on your side, tummy, et cetera)?: what ever way is comfortable
04. Do you like your life?: most the time
// HAVE YOU //
01. Smoked?: yup...it sucks for the most part
02. Been drunk as hell?: LOTSATIMES!
03. Shoplifted?: uh huh... bandaids!?! the kind that glow, i was 10!!!
04. Lied?: who doesn't
05. Been to jail?: thank god... NO
06. Betrayed a friend?: no?!
07. Smoked weed?: when dont i, and yes i am right now
08. Done LSD?: once, it was kinda bunk.. i just saw black spots
09. Done any other illegal drug?: yup! should i list em??... nah
10. Given oral sex?: mmm.. yup! i love myself sum PUSSY!
11. Received oral sex?: uh huh!
12. Screwed something not of the human race?: uhmm...nope
13. Screwed something not alive? eww.. and no
14. Cheated on someone?: hells no, i loved my gf!
15. Used someone?: sadly, yes..
16. Paid someone for sex?: hehe, no but right about now i would!
17. Been paid for sex?: I WISH!
18. Played strip poker?: no...
19. Skipped school?: oh ALL THE TIME
20. Skipped school to get high / drunk?: thats why i would skip
21. Danced naked?: uh huh!
22. Danced naked in public?: i might have.. when i was young i am sure i did!
24. Mooned someone?: HEHEH YUP!!
25. Kissed someone?: lots
26. Kissed someone of the same sex?: EW NO!
27. Held hands?: oh yeah!
28. Hugged someone?: of course, i love hugs
29. French kissed?: mmm.. the french kick ass... yup
30. Had sexual fantasies?: LOTS, sadly not too many have came true
31. Stolen money?: yup
32. Stolen money from family?: uh.. yeah
33. Stolen drugs from family?: thats where i got em for awhile
34. Been convicted of a crime?: NOPE! HELL YEAH!
35. Dated someone because you heard they were 'easy'?: not dated, but fucked , yes
36. Had someone date you because they thought you were 'easy'?: no
37. Been called a whore?: NO
38. Been called a bitch?: ...prolly yeah
39. Watched porn?: just got done watchin porn not too long ago, so yeh!
40. Taped porn?: nope, no VCR
41. Watched porn you tape?: watched porn that was taped by other people, but not that i taped, no
42. Kissed someone in a moving vehicle?: yeaup, almost got my ass kicked by these butch ass lesbians for doin it too!
43. Screwed someone in a moving vehicle?: screwed someone in a vehicle, it wasnt moving, but i have had people have sex while i was driving once!
44. Used sex toys?: i wish... i've heard one of those fake pussies with the cyber skin feel almost better than real pussy! SERIOUS HE SWEARS BY IT!
45. Tried to kill yourself?: uh.. i've thought about it a few times, but never had the guts to try and over-dose or actually break the skin with a knife...
46. Tried to kill someone else?: i would if i saw him walkin around
47. Told someone you hated them?: i dont doubt it
Jan. 29th, 2004 @ 05:20 pm
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hmm..well i started a Xanga thingy today.. my name is claypoolbrains! Mwahahah!
uhmm.. today i am gunna go over to Missy's house and we are gunna go back up to her school cuz she has a dance presentation tonite... so i am gunna watch that, then we are gunna go out to Sweetwaters and eat there! YUMMM!
the original plan was to hang out with Chole and MISS but CHOLE DITCHED OUT ON ME! She is hangin out with that good fer nuthin bf of her HANK! ICK! she complains so much but then bows to his whim.. NO MORE BITCHING! ehhh.. well i guess i cant so no more, cuz i do/did the same shit with Gina... BUT MEH!
soo.. yeha uhm kitty is in my lap lookin at me weird.. like i am supposed to be pettin her instead of typing so.. one moment pleez whilst i peteth my KITTENS!!
ahh.. yes, and tonite i shall jack a pair of my pants back! mwahaha even tho the deal was that Chole just had to b done sewin my hoodie, which she is.. but since she ditched me, i get one of my pants back! SO HA!! and there is nothing ANYONE can do to stop mE! i AM THE SHIT! HARHARHARHAR!!...silly kitty!
uugmmmmmmmmm. otay, PEACE!
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Jan. 29th, 2004 @ 03:55 pm
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| » ooh its a fun game isn't it?! |
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i know, you will make fun of my friends. and then i will defend them cuz they aren't sluts, then heres the cool/fun part.. you will get pissed at me for defending my friends... but when you defend your friends i wont get pissed... does that make sense.. cuz it's a wicked fun game!!!!!!!
GAH!
gina makes me mad sumtimes, i called being all peaceful and then she starts in on me with the whole "twin sluts" thing... so i was like "they aren't sluts. you've fucked just as many people as they have" and she's all "oh you;ve crossed the line"
>...Pppft! WHUTEVER!!
aaanyways! hi people! i hate being out of my bed.. its so uncomfortable...
so today i am helpin mom and then comin home and workin for money i owe to Brandon, and then i gotta earn money for peoples b-day...
gotta go!
Jan. 28th, 2004 @ 11:45 am
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| » fun with my other family! whoop! |
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this weekend was pretty kick ass. on Friday i worked around home and made up the money i owed Bran. and i went over there and smoked mad and hung out and shit. and i went to bed all HELLA early like 10 and woke up at 8 the next morn. and BRANDON was already awake, apparantley he woke at 7 and couldn't go back to sleep. SO i woke up and went to his room and smoked and then we walked across the street to Coltoy's house and we chatted with them... by the by, they were up from the night before, just all fucked up.. but yeah we talked to them for awhile. They all said that Missy (the cute blonde lookin girl) was HOT! and they were talkin to Bran about Cara and they were like, "your gf, she is the ff..fullfigured one right?!" i just thought that was funny... but mostly they talked about Missy, and the weird ass neighbors... and just shit, they just wanted to talk beings they were all fucked up.
the rest of that day was pretty lazy... just smokin and hangin out. But Sunday was pretty fucken rad, we all went to play disc golf. and it was my first time and it was FUCKEN AWESOME... SO MUCH FUN!! Nothin better than wlakin the woods throwin shit, chillin with friends, and gettin fucked up! GOOD OL TIMES! that shit was awesome, i am totally addicted to disc now, i wanna go everytime now... even more motivation to get a job, buy discs, get my car back, and go play disc all the time!
yeah then after all that fun we all came back and cleaned the downstairs and moved shit around. We made it super clean, i swept and mopped and helped move a bunch of furniture. it looks good. and that was that for sunday... early to bed.
then woke up this morn at like 10 and bran was upstairs and we chilled a lil, smoked a bit, and he started a new FFX2 game... cuz he bought the guide and wants to beat it with 100%
... and the only other thing i have done is, i took the long bus ride home... via the 2 to the Salmon creek park&ride, then the 71 to 45&Main... then the long walk up the hill and back down... YAY!
now i am bored and waitin for Missy or Chole to be home so i can have someone to talk to.. i think Miss is at Brans which sux cuz i had to be home tonite to watch Morigaen...
BAAAAAAAAAAH! i am sore... but i am happy to be in cleaner clothes and a shower under my belt and now i feel much bettah!
......BORED!
Jan. 26th, 2004 @ 08:20 pm
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BREAKIN IT DOWN FOOOL!
Jan. 23rd, 2004 @ 01:07 pm
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GIR!!!!!
Jan. 23rd, 2004 @ 01:07 pm
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ha PINK FLOYD!
"and if rhymes were valiums i'd be comfortably numb" -Sublime!
Jan. 23rd, 2004 @ 12:15 pm
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| » *sigh* another silly attempt at trying to hurt me... |
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hellokittyqt
*ROUND OF APPLAUSE* Im glad to see you at least tried to retaliate. Im having a baby huh.... That cool of my sister. Ha too bad she hasnt seen me in 9 months and Im not having a baby thats kinda hard when your on BC. An I cant have kids. Ha too bad Im not fat stupid ass Im 115 lbs at 5'4 your supposed to be 125 at 5'4. Yeah I so live off my mom because, we talk everyday ya know. Get your fucking stories stright I hate my mom we dont even fucking talk thats why I moved out on my own In another fucking state 3,800 miles away. I like how you took out all the stuff about you being how old and Not having dick in life!!I live on my own with my own mone and car. That more then your ass can have. Im 17 and your how old and have nothing, what was that nothing yeah thats what dick stands for! Prettier girls than me huh, what do you have to do black mail them, or just chain them up in your room and hold them there. Justin yeah he is my ex there is a reason for that....at least he treated me better than you ever did my sister. He hit me huh...man youg et some crazy stories..... and If you wanna see hit, try me bitch Ill sick someone on your ass so fast you wont even fucking no up from down! Samoan lol thats cute and original, not anything he hadnt heard before *considering its a nick name* so sticks and stones may break bones, but samoans can always kill you! but umm funny thing is cause half of that isnt fat. But nice try . As for my mom being a whore, How would you know....Take her around the block a time or two?? Ha Ha nice try stupid I dont care I think she is a whore too. Doesnt make me one... Kinda funny how is that you dont know me and you come to all of these conclusions about me. Yeah I have diabetes cause its hereditary it isnt like an STD.... I shoot up ha it isnt like herion, its so I can stay alive. Ya know I want that unlike your unstable suicide ass. Have people fuck with me huh, lol thats cool how mature! Gee your in what grade now?? Needless to say didnt Gina tell you to leave me alone and well if not cause she can be like that sometimes you can just leave me alone and act as if You dont exist! So go on go whine to people about how your life is so shitty, cause you made it that way.....and how you dont have anything and nobody loves you and nema nema nema nema nema nema nema blah bullshit! BTW THE NAMES Brianna~Marie so if you looking for s shortened version try the first three letters dumb ass as In BRI!
Jan. 23rd, 2004 @ 11:24 am
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